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Finally half done with year2 sem1 omg squeals of excitement even though they are quite screwed :/ Only sem with a chance of second uppers but I think I blew it ): Seeing my friend fret over which country to choose for exchange is making me so jealous. Being able to go on an exchange was like one of my dreams that I wanted to achieve but nah, I don't think it's ever happening. ): It so unfair how NUS students qualifies for exchange with just 3.0 CAP when we need a 3.6 :< (yes, self-exposed, I have a lousy GPA)

MS2013 was a disaster, so much carelessness with such a manageable paper. I have the answers all at my fingertips but I chose the wrong things to write, seriously someone can just knock my head against the wall now.

MS2015, difficult, but could be even better. Why did I not google pyp answers and just gave it up. Marks slipped away just like that. MEGA EMOOOOOO

And cyber security was just.... WHY AM I NOT A TECH GEEK. Manageable but no regrets cause my marks will be worth all the fucks I gave, which is like literally 0. 50 MCQ done in 1hour 15 minutes.

Being phoneless is making me so insecure now, can't text nobody and I'm all alone in the room. Just sent my S4 for repair after it's crazy auto restarting, and battery draining and self vibrate antics. I thought it only required a change of battery but turned out it has to be tested by the technician and ready for collection only 3 days later ): So being stuck in hall for exams with no spare phone is turning me into cavekid. ):

And now back to MS2014 and MS2012 after Heirs (& Kim Woo Bin!!!)

Mega cute badass favourite character in the show. ^^

#2 HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ♥

Favorite boy celebrates his 22nd life on Earth. Happy Birthday! So handsome in full formal ♥♥♥ Sucks to have your birthday during exam period because you can't totally have fun on your special day and neither can I do much :/ But I'll make it up to you when you are back from HK!

Thank you for always tolerating my nonsense and dealing with my emotional struggles and insecurities. I always thank God for you because you are one of the reasons I met God again too! Always so grateful for this string of happenings. Thank you for playing along with my boredom; thank you for always being patient with me; thank you for tolerating my moodswings; thank you for being part of my life; thank you for the past 10 months together :') 

I doubt you will enjoy today but I hope we will enjoy the upcoming holidays together! 

Love ya ^^

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I always find it amazing how people my age are living their dream, while I'm still down here burying my head in books and hoping for a better life in future.
I'm 20, turning 21 soon. Will I ever start to fight for it?

A shooting star for everyone to have a chance for their dream to come true.

First test of Year2 Sem1 and I totally screwed it up. I totally hate how I have all the answers in my mind yet I got things wrong, not because I didn't study for it but rather chose the wrong thing to write. It's too ridiculous, what was I thinking at that time? Totally ridiculous how I'm tested on memorization and speed writing instead of how I really understand omg, not saying that I truly appreciate 2015 for it's application because the papers are so damn hard. To think I thought I could actually get a sem whereby I could get a second upper. That goal seems so far, but it's okay, remaining 4 papers will make up for it.