I'm all about practicality and so for vday all I got for my boy was food and food. Honey cornflakes which I made once I reached home from msia after cny and macaroons from Anna'a canvassing. Practical gifts for a boyfriend with high metabolism rate hahaha. Thank you for the lunch treat and sunflower and the special performance. <3
It's never about the amount of effort that I have to put in. What matter most is the appreciation and the smile on your face and watching everyone having fun. But it especially hurts to look back and realised that these efforts never worked out, we still separated eventually. Especially hurting to know that you are sad that nobody celebrated yours when no one actually really bothered about mine either even when I used to put in so much effort for everyone. I'm not sad that nothing extravagant was done for me, more of disappointment that nobody seemed to appreciate it all, that it all eventually became one way. Which is why, friends never do matter much anymore.
It's the people who are be there at the end. And sadly they are countable by fingers. But still comforting to know that it's not zero.
Thank you for the ones remaining.
